第19章 安慰伤心男人
小屋內,孩子的啜泣声没持续太久。
高枝搂著温言,安慰性地拍抚孩子瘦弱的肩膀,期间没过问一句从前的事。
她知道,孩子虽小,心却积攒了伤痛,时日久了,结了痂,形成一层雪冻住的枷锁,无法消融。
若让他敞开心扉,便是强行迫他撕开那层结好的痂。
高枝不愿让温言难受。
“不管从前如何,如今有娘在这儿,你不用害怕了。”
“娘……”
温言肩膀抽搐,像是想起了最撕心裂肺的记忆,泪如雨下,“可是您还会离开言儿的……”
“不会的。”
高枝將人抱得更紧,料想这孩子是没忘记生母如何离去,不禁感到心酸,“我不会走,不会离开你,言儿放心。”
“娘之前也说不会,可还是走了。”
温言嚎啕出来:“言儿好害怕,言儿不想当哥哥,当哥哥好辛苦,阿弟阿妹吃不饱,言儿把吃的都让给他们,
可言儿真的好饿,言儿饿得睡不著觉,饿得肚子好痛。”
高枝一愣,“言儿之前都將吃的都让给弟妹吗?”
“嗯……”
温言抽噎道:“父亲带著我们逃亡,一路上…我们常躲在偏僻的地方,找不到吃的,父亲身上没多少盘缠…都拿给我们买吃的,
父亲的腿伤得好重好重,却没钱去治…弟妹不够吃,我只能…只能將吃的都让给他们。”
高枝试想过鄷彻逃亡这一年会很艰难,却没想到他惨到连治病的钱都拿不出。
几个孩子嗷嗷待哺,吃都吃不饱,还要躲避追杀,披荆斩棘赶回京城。
在这般处境下,他的腿才会坏成那样。
难怪,她在城门下见到的鄷彻才那般瘦削黯然。
前世,她就是在他那般惨澹的处境下,毅然同他割袍断婚。
可想而知,他当时有多难过。
高枝听著孩子泣不成声,也不禁鼻头一酸,柔下声引导:“可如今,府上不再缺食物了,阿言为何不吃?”
“我不知道…我真的不知道。”
温言无措地抓住高枝衣袖,“我好像成了怪人,母亲,我不会饿,看著这些吃的,就想起先前饭不够吃的时候,
有时勉强吃下去,肚子就不舒服,好像要撑开了,阿言好怕…怕自己会死掉。”
高枝揉著男孩儿的脑袋,“有母亲在,你不会死,也不是怪人,你只是病了,
我会帮你调理好身体,言儿,相信母亲,日后在王府,不会有人再欺负薄待了你去。”
温言扎进高枝怀里,用力点头。
“主子……”
苍朮一声呼唤,才让门外僵硬许久的鄷彻回过头来。
“属下失职,竟没发觉那几个嬤嬤如此欺压两位公子。”
苍朮攥著拳,想起方才隨鄷彻入內时,几个嬤嬤还在告高枝的状,邀功自己是连家老人,不可受此大刑。
现在想来,打板子都是轻的。
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“板子照打,扔回连家,同习老夫人说明。”
鄷彻落音,屋门正好从里头被打开。
对上高枝怀中哭得肿成桃子眼的男孩儿,鄷彻心口被人重击了一般,思及亡友嘱託,苦涩与后悔在胸口翻滚。
【我怎么这样蠢。】
【竟没发觉言儿一个人受了这么多委屈。】
高枝瞧著男人眸底黯然和愧疚交织,一时间不知该如何开口。
鄷彻抬起的手掌隱隱发抖,朝温言的方向招了招,又落了下来,“是父亲对不住你,言儿。”
“不是的。”
温言连忙跑过去,抓住鄷彻的手,意料不到自己说的话让鄷彻听到了,“父亲当时將所有吃的都给了我们,
您自己吃不饱,还去挖野草充飢,您的腿也没钱去医治,是我们几个拖累了您……”
鄷彻覆住男孩儿的脑袋,將孩子抱住,唇瓣发抖,“对不起。”
见男人红了眼眶,高枝也不禁喉咙发涩。
温言哭了好一阵,高枝將人哄睡后出门,苍朮上前稟话:“王妃,主子已经將人都遣回连家了。”
高枝见男人不在院中,料想他此刻心情定是不好,不愿让她看到狼狈模样。
“温行院的下人,我全都会换,让他…不用担心这个。”
苍朮复杂点头,“是,也多亏了王妃您,主子这一路,的確是吃了很多苦。”
院子里没其他人。
或许,这是最適合问清这一切的时机。
“苍朮。”
高枝上前一步,“我知鄷彻没有叛国,你能不能告诉我,这一年究竟发生了什么?”
苍朮皱眉,想起三个孩子的身世,主子並未容许他们將实情告诉高枝,只能挑著能说的来。
“一年前,我们的人胜券在握,眼看著就要大败辽人,可不知为何,辽人竟发现军营囤积粮草之地,火烧之,
没了粮草,將士们很艰难,辽人最后一次袭城,主子拼尽全力保护百姓,击退辽人,重伤昏死过去,
属下等人找到主子的时候,他的腿已经…站不起来了,太原城中忽然散布出主子弃城而逃的消息,
吾等想归城之际,却有眾多刺客追杀阻挠,我们回不去,主子重伤,还带著三个孩子,只能躲藏一年,
期间朱家带兵赶到,击退大辽,我们身上没有盘缠,实在是…窘迫,主子节衣缩食,將食物让给孩子们,风餐露宿,
被追杀时,腿骨多次断裂,大夫曾言,若当时早早治疗,不会到如今这一步。”
从苍朮口中,听到更详细的情况后,高枝不免倒吸了一口凉气。
苍朮瞧高枝眼睛都红了,小声说:“王妃別难受,如今主子回京了,怀安王府基业深厚,主子和孩子们再也不会吃苦,
官家也是体恤主子的,光是大婚的赏赐,就数不胜数。”
高枝听到这些,沉重心情並未缓解。
倘若…倘若她早就知道,兴许能助他。
不至於如此潦倒……
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入夜后,高枝盯著小厨房给温言做了些清淡菜餚,比起基本没动的午饭,温言晚饭吃得多了些,但比起同样年纪的孩子,食量还是小。
担心人夜里会饿,高枝吩咐百合做了些对脾胃好的大耐糕,送去给温言和温汀,不免想起白日里瞧见鄷彻那受伤的眼神。
她心里总放不下。
於是拎著多出来的糕点,又去了鄷彻的书房。
仍是烛火通明,映出男人端正坐姿,头略疲倦地靠在椅背上。
高枝入屋后,真切感受到对方周身縈绕的落寞。
“怎么过来了?”
鄷彻没听到传报,待脚步声靠近才將闔上的眼睁开,见烛火辉映下女子顰蹙眉眼,哑声问:“遇到什么事了吗?”
分明心头难受得很,反而过来问她有没有事。
“是我想问你。”
高枝走过去,“鄷彻,你有事吗?”
鄷彻一愣,许是太久没人用这样的语气和距离关心他,一时间,喉咙哽塞,不知该回答什么。
“我知道,你心里不好受。”
高枝委婉道:“言儿这孩子懂事,许多事情瞒著你,也是不想让你担心,他很重视你这个父亲,也想替你分担。”
“我知道,言儿很懂事,反而是我。”
鄷彻苦涩扯动嘴角,“我太疏忽了他。”
“怎么会是你的错呢。”
高枝摇头,“鄷彻,你带著他们逃亡,力所能及给他们活下去的希望,你怎么能责怪自己。”
“是我不够细心。”
鄷彻犹记潜入太原城中,几个孩子趴在嫂子尸身上哭泣。
嫂子一封血书託孤,温大哥临死前的嘱託,歷歷在目。
他晚了一步,没有挽救嫂子的性命,从那刻起就发誓要照顾好几个孩子。
【终究是我…太无用了。】
【为何没早些发现……】
“鄷彻。”
男人抬首,却觉额心一疼。
高枝附身撑在桌案上,弹了下他的额头,是提醒:“世上没有人一生下来就会做父母。”
他微微一愣。
“孩子虽年幼无知,可父亲也是第一次当父亲,岂能样样周全。”
高枝眸底柔和瀲灩,引鄷彻心尖颤了颤。
“所以別自责,一个好父亲,是陪著孩子一块长大的。”
鄷彻神色呈现出些许茫然和无措,倒和高枝记忆中的少年人有些相似了,面上总是波澜不惊的人,心底实也易脆弱,也有希望人保护的时候。
他平日里再如何逞强,再如何优越,终究只是个二十出头的年轻人。
而他所经歷的,已比同龄的年轻人多了太多。
“我也是第一次当母亲。”
高枝扬起唇角,俯身抱住男人。
“我们一起保护孩子,一起长大吧。”
鄷彻被女子柔软怀抱包裹住,馨香流连在他鼻息之间,予他安全感,也引得他血脉沸腾,身躯僵硬起来。
【阿枝…这是什么意思?】
【一起陪孩子长大,要许久许久……】
【她是想要…和我长久待在一起吗?】
【这是…梦吗?】
高枝搂著温言,安慰性地拍抚孩子瘦弱的肩膀,期间没过问一句从前的事。
她知道,孩子虽小,心却积攒了伤痛,时日久了,结了痂,形成一层雪冻住的枷锁,无法消融。
若让他敞开心扉,便是强行迫他撕开那层结好的痂。
高枝不愿让温言难受。
“不管从前如何,如今有娘在这儿,你不用害怕了。”
“娘……”
温言肩膀抽搐,像是想起了最撕心裂肺的记忆,泪如雨下,“可是您还会离开言儿的……”
“不会的。”
高枝將人抱得更紧,料想这孩子是没忘记生母如何离去,不禁感到心酸,“我不会走,不会离开你,言儿放心。”
“娘之前也说不会,可还是走了。”
温言嚎啕出来:“言儿好害怕,言儿不想当哥哥,当哥哥好辛苦,阿弟阿妹吃不饱,言儿把吃的都让给他们,
可言儿真的好饿,言儿饿得睡不著觉,饿得肚子好痛。”
高枝一愣,“言儿之前都將吃的都让给弟妹吗?”
“嗯……”
温言抽噎道:“父亲带著我们逃亡,一路上…我们常躲在偏僻的地方,找不到吃的,父亲身上没多少盘缠…都拿给我们买吃的,
父亲的腿伤得好重好重,却没钱去治…弟妹不够吃,我只能…只能將吃的都让给他们。”
高枝试想过鄷彻逃亡这一年会很艰难,却没想到他惨到连治病的钱都拿不出。
几个孩子嗷嗷待哺,吃都吃不饱,还要躲避追杀,披荆斩棘赶回京城。
在这般处境下,他的腿才会坏成那样。
难怪,她在城门下见到的鄷彻才那般瘦削黯然。
前世,她就是在他那般惨澹的处境下,毅然同他割袍断婚。
可想而知,他当时有多难过。
高枝听著孩子泣不成声,也不禁鼻头一酸,柔下声引导:“可如今,府上不再缺食物了,阿言为何不吃?”
“我不知道…我真的不知道。”
温言无措地抓住高枝衣袖,“我好像成了怪人,母亲,我不会饿,看著这些吃的,就想起先前饭不够吃的时候,
有时勉强吃下去,肚子就不舒服,好像要撑开了,阿言好怕…怕自己会死掉。”
高枝揉著男孩儿的脑袋,“有母亲在,你不会死,也不是怪人,你只是病了,
我会帮你调理好身体,言儿,相信母亲,日后在王府,不会有人再欺负薄待了你去。”
温言扎进高枝怀里,用力点头。
“主子……”
苍朮一声呼唤,才让门外僵硬许久的鄷彻回过头来。
“属下失职,竟没发觉那几个嬤嬤如此欺压两位公子。”
苍朮攥著拳,想起方才隨鄷彻入內时,几个嬤嬤还在告高枝的状,邀功自己是连家老人,不可受此大刑。
现在想来,打板子都是轻的。
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“板子照打,扔回连家,同习老夫人说明。”
鄷彻落音,屋门正好从里头被打开。
对上高枝怀中哭得肿成桃子眼的男孩儿,鄷彻心口被人重击了一般,思及亡友嘱託,苦涩与后悔在胸口翻滚。
【我怎么这样蠢。】
【竟没发觉言儿一个人受了这么多委屈。】
高枝瞧著男人眸底黯然和愧疚交织,一时间不知该如何开口。
鄷彻抬起的手掌隱隱发抖,朝温言的方向招了招,又落了下来,“是父亲对不住你,言儿。”
“不是的。”
温言连忙跑过去,抓住鄷彻的手,意料不到自己说的话让鄷彻听到了,“父亲当时將所有吃的都给了我们,
您自己吃不饱,还去挖野草充飢,您的腿也没钱去医治,是我们几个拖累了您……”
鄷彻覆住男孩儿的脑袋,將孩子抱住,唇瓣发抖,“对不起。”
见男人红了眼眶,高枝也不禁喉咙发涩。
温言哭了好一阵,高枝將人哄睡后出门,苍朮上前稟话:“王妃,主子已经將人都遣回连家了。”
高枝见男人不在院中,料想他此刻心情定是不好,不愿让她看到狼狈模样。
“温行院的下人,我全都会换,让他…不用担心这个。”
苍朮复杂点头,“是,也多亏了王妃您,主子这一路,的確是吃了很多苦。”
院子里没其他人。
或许,这是最適合问清这一切的时机。
“苍朮。”
高枝上前一步,“我知鄷彻没有叛国,你能不能告诉我,这一年究竟发生了什么?”
苍朮皱眉,想起三个孩子的身世,主子並未容许他们將实情告诉高枝,只能挑著能说的来。
“一年前,我们的人胜券在握,眼看著就要大败辽人,可不知为何,辽人竟发现军营囤积粮草之地,火烧之,
没了粮草,將士们很艰难,辽人最后一次袭城,主子拼尽全力保护百姓,击退辽人,重伤昏死过去,
属下等人找到主子的时候,他的腿已经…站不起来了,太原城中忽然散布出主子弃城而逃的消息,
吾等想归城之际,却有眾多刺客追杀阻挠,我们回不去,主子重伤,还带著三个孩子,只能躲藏一年,
期间朱家带兵赶到,击退大辽,我们身上没有盘缠,实在是…窘迫,主子节衣缩食,將食物让给孩子们,风餐露宿,
被追杀时,腿骨多次断裂,大夫曾言,若当时早早治疗,不会到如今这一步。”
从苍朮口中,听到更详细的情况后,高枝不免倒吸了一口凉气。
苍朮瞧高枝眼睛都红了,小声说:“王妃別难受,如今主子回京了,怀安王府基业深厚,主子和孩子们再也不会吃苦,
官家也是体恤主子的,光是大婚的赏赐,就数不胜数。”
高枝听到这些,沉重心情並未缓解。
倘若…倘若她早就知道,兴许能助他。
不至於如此潦倒……
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入夜后,高枝盯著小厨房给温言做了些清淡菜餚,比起基本没动的午饭,温言晚饭吃得多了些,但比起同样年纪的孩子,食量还是小。
担心人夜里会饿,高枝吩咐百合做了些对脾胃好的大耐糕,送去给温言和温汀,不免想起白日里瞧见鄷彻那受伤的眼神。
她心里总放不下。
於是拎著多出来的糕点,又去了鄷彻的书房。
仍是烛火通明,映出男人端正坐姿,头略疲倦地靠在椅背上。
高枝入屋后,真切感受到对方周身縈绕的落寞。
“怎么过来了?”
鄷彻没听到传报,待脚步声靠近才將闔上的眼睁开,见烛火辉映下女子顰蹙眉眼,哑声问:“遇到什么事了吗?”
分明心头难受得很,反而过来问她有没有事。
“是我想问你。”
高枝走过去,“鄷彻,你有事吗?”
鄷彻一愣,许是太久没人用这样的语气和距离关心他,一时间,喉咙哽塞,不知该回答什么。
“我知道,你心里不好受。”
高枝委婉道:“言儿这孩子懂事,许多事情瞒著你,也是不想让你担心,他很重视你这个父亲,也想替你分担。”
“我知道,言儿很懂事,反而是我。”
鄷彻苦涩扯动嘴角,“我太疏忽了他。”
“怎么会是你的错呢。”
高枝摇头,“鄷彻,你带著他们逃亡,力所能及给他们活下去的希望,你怎么能责怪自己。”
“是我不够细心。”
鄷彻犹记潜入太原城中,几个孩子趴在嫂子尸身上哭泣。
嫂子一封血书託孤,温大哥临死前的嘱託,歷歷在目。
他晚了一步,没有挽救嫂子的性命,从那刻起就发誓要照顾好几个孩子。
【终究是我…太无用了。】
【为何没早些发现……】
“鄷彻。”
男人抬首,却觉额心一疼。
高枝附身撑在桌案上,弹了下他的额头,是提醒:“世上没有人一生下来就会做父母。”
他微微一愣。
“孩子虽年幼无知,可父亲也是第一次当父亲,岂能样样周全。”
高枝眸底柔和瀲灩,引鄷彻心尖颤了颤。
“所以別自责,一个好父亲,是陪著孩子一块长大的。”
鄷彻神色呈现出些许茫然和无措,倒和高枝记忆中的少年人有些相似了,面上总是波澜不惊的人,心底实也易脆弱,也有希望人保护的时候。
他平日里再如何逞强,再如何优越,终究只是个二十出头的年轻人。
而他所经歷的,已比同龄的年轻人多了太多。
“我也是第一次当母亲。”
高枝扬起唇角,俯身抱住男人。
“我们一起保护孩子,一起长大吧。”
鄷彻被女子柔软怀抱包裹住,馨香流连在他鼻息之间,予他安全感,也引得他血脉沸腾,身躯僵硬起来。
【阿枝…这是什么意思?】
【一起陪孩子长大,要许久许久……】
【她是想要…和我长久待在一起吗?】
【这是…梦吗?】